WTF-ing day today ! !

every time i recall my day , and the word SHIT will go out from my tongue ! ! i can't bear it anymore la .. i always at the downside , i just want my life in upside but it dont want ! y so many stopper between my relationship with my bestie ? ? i want some privacy time to we story about our life .. she and me was changed ! fullstop . i never blamed her , maybe she not comfortable with me , but i really miss my time with her .. parents ? ? every time they look at my face , the hatred will come . my mom , always mambling to me although thats not my fault . my dad always want me in front of his eyes . i'm grounded ! my brother never care bout me .. i want a person to talk with .. i feel like a rock sleeping up my head ! when i feel like i had a hypertension , only a math book can released it up ! i do it without looking right-left .. FCUK LEWD ! ! i can friend with whoever , but to treat u as my 'customer' EXACTLY NO! ! wut do u think i am ha lewd ? ? r u think that i'm cuddish ha ? ? dont u ever thinking me like that .. fyi , wahai SHARUL AZWA ! ! aku tak kisah lah kalau kau kate aku sombong ke ape ! pergi mam*** laa .. dan aku tak bebal nak percaya kau punye tipu tu ! ! aku bukan budak 5 tahun yang kau boleh bagi choki-choki then aku caye ! ! ! WRONG PERSON lah weyh ! haha .. one more thing my face become darker and BERBELANG ! ! coz a sports day ! ! selama 5 jam , ulang suara 5 JAM aku duduk kat bawah matahari , dah macam ikan masin daa aku .. dengan khemah hanya boleh memuatkan katil dan meja belajar aku sahaja , semua budak rumah hijau kena duduk bawah tu ! nonsense gila !