find a true identity is hard .

People can talking because talking have no cost . They can said , that I am bad daughter , sloppy person , clumsy , a bragger, snobby . They didn't know me , so they can said anything about me without thinking first . They didn't think , what I felt when they talking bad about me at my behind ., but for me it's alright . It just small matter that I can handle by myself . Maybe , Now the time I am in very bad condition , but that condition never put me down instead they make me realised , that everyone want me to change , and I am . You guys don't try to care my feelings , and tried to find my flaws and make me a bad model for everyone . Man , You impressed me very well ... I know I am not perfect so are you but the thing differentiate us is I know my fault . You ? " I tried to make herself realised who she was , I have a good intuition "  banyak la kau punya intuition , aku punya intuition tak nak tahu pulak . ==' 

Guys , if I have any wrongs toward you , you can come closer and whisper to me about what that you are not satisfied with . Insya-Allah , I accept that with full of heart and try to change , for God's sake .


" Teenagers are platform a girl turn to woman . Teenagers are lost " - syahirah


love, ♥
syahirah .

Wake me up and tell me it besides me .





Rest In Peace BlackBerry Curve 9300 and 017-2673524
( 8 November 2010 - 20 April 2011 )


I wanchuuu backk .! Please come back to me . I'm effing begging you . Don't left me . Who's take You from me , actually ?  I wanchuu back . Swear . Don't lie . My heart core still put the highest hope that you will come back to me .... My life mess up when you're not around . No one will waking me up even each time you rang I will shut you down , no one will remind me what should I do after I finished another , hear the songs when I feel bad with J , write all my feelings or intuitions into you , you rang when Yanie , Jiha called me , online Facebook when I was in hotspot and of course snapping all the unforgettable memories .

Do you know how important you for me ?

If now you're in someone hand , please behave yourself and don't let your new Master hatechuu . yahhh !!! I'm not your Master anymore . Damn ! I miss you . I miss you more than I supposed to . Please come back . Begging your new Master , to send you back to the place that you should be where is our home.

  • I promise I won't let you dying without any energy , I will charge you !
  • I promise I won't hit you anymore when I'm stress with my life .
  • I promise I won't let anyone tried to sabotage you anymore .
  • I promise I will always keep you in my mind .
  • I promise I won't let anyone steal you from me anymore .


Okay , goin' stop here because my eyes start teary now . I hope you will come in my dream and the dream become true . Aminn ..







buh-bye Stars ♥